I Pray I'm Living In A Terrible Alternate Universe

Today was the worst day of my life thus far. Everything has fallen apart. The only thing that gives me hope is my Father is Heaven and my Mom and Sister. I am terrified of what is to come and I am still having a hard time coming to terms with what has been presented. It is so hard to face these fears I never thought I would have to face again. The person I thought I knew is now lost, I fear forever. God, please give the ones I love and myself some comfort and guidance. God, please help mend my heart for it is falling to pieces. God, please help the angry and hurt forgive.