Monday, March 1, 2010

That feeling of unforgiving sadness

I don't know what's wrong with me today. I was completely fine until I came home after eating dinner with my family.

I have that feeling of I just want to lay down and cry. Sort of like I'm already crying inside but am to afraid to cry on the outside. I know I fear that if someone asks why I'm crying, I won't be able to give them an answer. I'm also afraid of just telling someone why I'm sad, for fear they will not listen. All these fears can't live in a happy world. I'm crying, but when I touch my face it's dry. The hurt I feel inside has secret unknown origins. Even to me.

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