A beautiful glimpse of the world.

So I've starten taking A LOT of photos. So, I figured I would upload some of my favorites here! Lucky you! :) Anyways, have fun looking!

Lyrics to reflect my soul.

So I am friends with this singer/songwriter who writes for some pretty big names. He is uber awesome and one of the nicest and giving guys I've ever met. He was the lead singer of my favorite band that just recently broke up. (tears :-'( ::sniff sniff::) But he has started to do his solo thing again which is pretty awesome too. The other day he actually sent me some of his *new* music. Wow. I can't stop listening to it. The first song I know what his inspiration was and it is so....so fitting. Absolutely beautiful. I hate being so cryptic but with him being so...well known...I never know what he has going into a movie or what is being submitted. I promised to never send out the music he sends me, and I will not break that promise. I really wish I could post the music. People really need to hear what he has to say with HIS music and how amazing it actually is. These latest two songs he has sent me are the kind where you can lay on your bed, and just lose yourself in the music and lyrics. Lose yourself in the images that come to mind. Lose yourself in the realization of how true his words are and how they should be cherished. I couldn't imagine having the amazing and creative mind he has.

I really cherish music more than a lot of people could imagine and when I hear music that is so pure it puts my soul at ease; because you know when someone has a talent just as he does, it could only have come from God.

So....I lied.

Ok, so I may have lied when I said I was going to write everyday. Hmm...ok I guess there is no way around it. I lied.

Anyways.....

I've finished school....I'm STILL looking for a job. Applying everywhere I can. There really isn't much out there for a bookkeeper right now. But I hope I'll find something soon. Really, really soon. I'm sort of bored. Like, I could sleep all day bored. That is never good. I should start writing, painting, and drawing again...I haven't done much of it lately. I think being bored has made me a little more lazy. Well, I have been running almost everyday. I've kind of slowed down on losing weight so I've started working out more. Can't exactly see a difference yet but I'm sure I will soon. You can't go running almost everyday and not lose weight....at least I hope. :-)

Last night I got an e-mail from a friend that is an amazing musician and he was just checking in and he sent me two of his *new* songs today. They're amazing. AMAZING. One actually came at exactly the right time. I have been feeling pretty depressed lately, quite unhappy, and somewhat paranoid. The lyrics are beautiful and soul touching. I sure hope he puts out a CD so everyone can hear the amazing message.

Okie doke I'm going to read so I can finish the book. :-)

Until we meet again.

Tears from an overflowing ocean.

So I feel like crying. All my life when I would start talking people would talk over me. So I pretty much stopped talking even when I had something to say. I just figured they didn't want to know what I was talking about, didn't want to know what I had to say, didn't care what I had to say. It always kind of made me mad but I tried to get over it. I tried to not care. It really is hard not to care when it's your family talking over you. It's especially hard to not care when it's someone you really care about and you think he cares about you. I know he cares about me. This is dumb to feel sad and unwanted because of this but sometime you can't help it. Sometimes you just can't. Ugh...I need to. Stupid girl emotions.