I can see the light through sheer terror

Ok. I'm feeling a little better. I've definitely thought over quite a few things over the past two days but all of them lead to one thing. That one thing is going to be extremely hard to do but I do know it's for the best. Even though it's for the best doesn't make it any easier. I've never had to do this but I know it's going to be extremely hard. Oh gosh this is going to be hard.